Tuesday, 13 May 2008

मोरे पोएम्स

Pity The Runt
This broken life
has too much junk,
my head is soaked,
sinking sunk.
A drowning child,
a worthless runt,
Yesterdays sorrow,today a drunk. -M. Moran

The Will To Fight
The scotch she bought was expensive,
But the courage inside it was free,
It would make sure hate filled eyes was the last thing he would see.
She was quiet and careful loading the gun,
Then opened the bedroom door
And when he turned she shot six times then watched him die on the floor.
When it was over she showered,
Fixed her hair and put on a dress,
While she was picking up her children she could not look a mess.
She started to leave for the children,
But policemen took her away,
When she told them what went on they told her she would pay.
The beatings started a few years back when he got drunk at night,
The man she once thought a prince took away the will to fight.
Two weeks ago the children got loud and he threw one into a door,
That was the night she decided he could not live anymore.
I was on the jury that heard the case listening to all she had done,
The planning she made, the whiskey, and how she got the gun.
Everyone wanted to convict her except myself and one other man,
But we held out, somberly watching as three new lives began. -Billy Rob Hopkins

When she needs me most I just....
Can't save her can't raise her
Can't hold her can't answer
Taken away from my hands away from my protection
Seeing her in pain as the demons torment her perfection
Hook line and sinker
Two and three penetrate her
I can't break loose from these chains
I can't bare to watch the remains
I can't clear my mind from comotion
Running in a dream and its like slow motion
Seeing her in pain as im held back to watch
Seeing them take her for granted with touch
Forcing unwanted love into my lover
My hands held so not even my eyes can cover
Her screams cut me like a blade threw butter
Their taunts and harsh words will mutter
Wish i could break loose and free her from this pain of mass proportion
I wish it wasnt like running in a dream and its in slow motion - Shadows Of Your Pain

Sunday, 9 March 2008

थिंग्स टू पोंदर एंड ओने कुओते

Why do we sing Take Me Out To the Ball Game if we are already there? -Unknown
If quitters never win, and winners never quit, than who is the fool who said, "Quit while you're ahead"? -Unknown
Why don't we get dizzy from the world spinning so fast? -Unknown
In the winter time, why don't entire clouds freeze and fall to the ground? -Unknown
How do you tell when you are out of invisible ink? -Unkown
Some people are like slinkys, not really worth anything, but they bring a smile to your face when pused down the stairs. -Unknown
If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation or a murder? -Unknown
Could it be that all those trick-or-treaters wearing sheets aren't going as ghosts but as mattresses? -Unknown
How come Superman can stop bullets with his chest but he always ducks when someone throws a gun at him? -Unknown
If you try to fail and succeed which have you done? -Unknown
If 75% of all accidents occur within 5 miles of home, why not move 10 miles away? -Unknown
Where do forest rangers go to get away from it all? -Unknown
If you are in a vehicle going the speed of light, what would happen if you turned on your headlights? -Unknown

Saturday, 8 March 2008

कग्स८९५

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that i like you
I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry
that I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice; not a jerk
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.
I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to date
I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guy
I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend
I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around
I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work
I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.
I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care
But most of all
I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore
I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am
I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.
I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...
I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.
I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.
I'm Sorry
That I cared
I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.


(The next paragraph is true for some girls/women)
"Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?" Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you. - Kags895 (some one on quizilla.com)

Saturday, 1 March 2008

बोरेदोम

Ok i'm totally BORED!!!! I am in Cave Junction as I type and I have the worst day EVER!!! I went to a Funeral Memorial type thing for my Granny (Ruth Catherin Amela). So i'm kinda sad right now and I know this is not a poem or quote. But WHO CARES!!!!! Laters!

Friday, 25 January 2008

यो हेरेस वहत इ नीद

ओके हेरेस थे डील इ नीद मोरे पोएम्स ऎंड कुओतेस। यू हवे एनी इदास तेल मी। प्लेस

Okay i know you cant read Hindi so heres english. Okay heres the deal I need more poems and quotes। You have any ideas tell me. PLEASE

Tuesday, 22 January 2008

Kewl!!!!

Hi Peoples!

Well duh! It was pretty obvious. I mean
just look at how it's set up! Come on people!

Sincerely,
Mr. Person.

रेविले टीम

Time to revile who Unknown is....... It was fun foolin everyone (but Logan, Tasha, and Janelle)... Unknown is Kiaja... I'm not kiddin.
Thanks for readin,
Kiaja

Thursday, 17 January 2008

व्रितिंग वर्म-उपस

These are just warm ups. Tell Me what you think.

Please dont mask the blood,
but mask the tears,
dont mask the mistakes,
but mask my peers.- Unknown



Im the sweet girl in the shadow,
Looking Kind as can be,
Im the sweet girl in the shadow,
Please don't hurt me.-Unknown



People aren't understanding,
They think im demanding,
But soon they will see when i start thinking,
and my life starts blinking,
That death is demanding,
And they should be understanding,
That death is my way free. -Unknown

Wednesday, 16 January 2008

मास्क

This mask I wear,
she serves me well,
she hides my pain,
so they can't tell

They see her smile,
never my tears,
she shows no sorrow,
she fights all my fears

They believe she is me,
if only they knew,
that she is my mask,
my saviour too

My scars she hides,
behind laughter and lies,
she says she is fine,
but slowly she dies. - Unknown ( something I relate to can you??)

Monday, 14 January 2008

माय पोएम्स

If you do not like my blog then get lost. I do not want any comments about the poems and quotes being deppressing.
-Unknown

WHO THE HECK

Who the heck is Unknown?

Sunday, 13 January 2008

This blog....

Hi Peoples!

This is Mr. Person.... I'll be here
answerin' yo questions.....
Man this blog is creepy!

Sincerely,
Mr. Person.

सोम पोएम्स ऎंड कुओतेस

Don't let the past and useless details choke your existence. - Unknown

He who will not economize will have to agonize. - Confucius

I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand. - Confucius

Smile. It makes people wonder what your thinking. - Unknown

I'm ready for my 15 min of shame. - Marilyn Manson

Cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say that death was on sale today. - Marilyn Manson

Turn on the shower
Lock the door
Fall upon the tile
And cry once more
Grab a towel
Damp the sounds
Don't let a soul hear
That you're breaking down. - Unknown

Tonight i'll sit outside
I'll stay until i'm numb
Maybe when i'm frozen
I'll understand what i've become. -Unknown

There's a girl,
In my mirror crying tonight,
And there's nothing I can tell her,
To make her feel alright. -Unknown

I'll carve your name into this bullet so everyone will know
you were the last thing going through my mind. -Unknown

Sometimes all you can do is smile
Move on with your day,
Hold back the tears and pretend your okay _Unknown

I'm gonna draw a picture, a picture with a twist, I'll draw it with a razor blade, I'll draw it on my wrist. -Unknown

My soul flows sadly through these gashes in my wrists. -Unknown

My life is like a black hole in which hapiness is sucked into and then disappears forever. -Unknown

Some say there is no life after death but I say there Is no life after birth. -Unknown

If death is our only salvation what is the point of life. -Unknown

Torn and shattered bished and batterd, ripped bit by bit into the light the shoved me into the shadows. -Unknown

एमो पोएम

"I'm in Love with Death"

I'm Sitting in the corner of my dark room,
Waiting for my painful doom.
Tears are falling from my eyes,
Like stars in the endless night sky.
He presses the cold razor blade against my arm.
Why is he taking so long to cause me harm?
I'm so in love with death.
I can't wait till he takes my last breath.

The blood is flowing out of my vein.
Why the hell is it taking so long to drain?
He's crawling on top of me.
He whispers in my ear that he's going to set me free.
It's been so long since I've felt this way.
To know that I might die today.
I'm so in love with death.
And he's finally taken my last breath. - Unknown

एमो पोएम

My happieness,
Just a mask
To covour the shame,
To covour the pain
That this cruel world has caused me,
The hatered
The humiliation
The lonliness.
The suffering I have caused you,
Can't compare to the suffering
I feel every waking hour.
Whats wrong with my hair?
Whats wrong with my clothes?
Whats wrong with my music?
Whats wrong with the world?!
The gaping hole you left me with,
Invades my chest,
Remembers you,
Hates you
Look into my hollow eyes
Smile with an empty love
Yell the hurtful critisism
Take away my pride
She's been labeled
She's been criticised
She's been hurt
She's been burnt
She's been ignored
She's been endured to something,
She doesn't even understand
How deep do I have to cut,
Before you realize,
The pain and suffering,
You have caused me?
I tried on skinny jeans.
They fit.
I tried on a vintage shirt.
It fit.
I tried on some Chuck Taylors.
They fit.
I tried on a smile.
It didn't fit. - Unknown

एमो पोएम्स

Emo poems aren't all about ' i wanna get through this ' or ' no! i'm not ok '. They come straight from the heart and hold a lot of significance for the writer and the reader.

Here I lay
Throbbing, screaming,
Yelling your name.
I know love is lost,
But what about life?
Judge her by the way she dyes her hair
Judge her by the way her skin is unnaturally fair
Judge her by the way she hides the shame
Judge her by the way she feels the pain
Judge her by the way she just wants to belong
Judge her by the way she just wants to feel love
Her friends are scared
Her teachers are terrified
For the way she looks
For the way she acts
She's different
She's an outcast
For the anger she holds
All she can take
She's afraid she might break
She just wants to be loved
To be held tight
Through the bloodshed and the fear
She's full of hate
Afraid of the world
That sees her for what she is
She just wants to be accepted for who she is
Her friends noticed a change,
They noticed the pain
Her friends asked if she was ok
She answered
Her voice full of shame
The way she wore her clothes,
The way she styled her hair
The music she listened to,
The boys she liked
They noticed the cuts, the scars and the anger
Up till that day,
She's been alone
With nothing to live for,
She took her last breath - Unknown

इन लोविंग मेमोरी: कैसे काल्वेर्ट

OUR HEARTS ARE
HEAVEY AND LIGHT.
WE LAUGH AND
SCREAM AND SING.
OUR HEARTS ARE
HEAVY AND LIGHT
IN LOVING MEMORY: CASEY CALVERT

उनक्न्कोवं कुओतेस

" Sometimes people who seem cold all the time are warm to." - Unknown
"Whatever will be, will be. Whatever won't happen, won't."-Unknown
"Never knock on Death's door: ring the bell and run away! Death really hates that!"- Matt Frewer
"When I hear music, I fear no danger. I am invulnerable. I see no foe. I am related to the earliest times, and to the latest."- Henry David Thoreau
"The music business is a cruel and shallow money trench, a long plastic hallway where thieves and pimps run free, and good men die like dogs. There's also a negative side."- Hunter S. Thompson
"To hell with reality! I want to die in music, not in reason or in prose. People don't deserve the restraint we show by not going into delirium in front of them. To hell with them!"- Louis-Ferdinand Celine
"Our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought."- Percy Bysshe Shelley

थे डे ठाट इ दिएद

The speed, the rush
its almost like flying
but lost in this feeling
is how people start dying
She lays in her bed
in a room painted white
she is in an endless slumber
all for the senseless feeling of flight
She will never awaken
at least thats what they say
because they all know
I died that day - Unknown

पोएम्स बी जपनेसे वूमेन

Someone passes,
And while I wonder
If it is he,
The midnight moon
Is covered with clouds. - MURASAKI SHIKIBU

That spring night I spent
Pillowed on your arm
Never really happened
Except in a dream.
Unfortunately I am
Talked about anyway. - LADY SUWO (11th-12th century)

Out of the darkness
on a dark path,
I now set out.
Shine on me,
moon of the mountain edge. - IZUMI SHIKIBU


BRIGHT HOUSE

It is a bright house;
not a single room is dim.

It is a house which rises high
on the cliffs, open
as a lookout tower.

When the night comes
I put a light in it,
a light larger than the sun and the moon.

Think
how my heart leaps
when my trembling fingers
strike a match in the evening.

I lift my breasts
and inhale and exhale the sound of love
like the passionate daughter of a lighthouse keeper.

It is a bright house.
I will create in it
a world no man can ever build. - FUKAO SUMAKO (1893-1974)